letter143-Revenge of Eve

4.16.19

Life & Relationships

Have You?


Have you ever wondered what it would be like to tell your child that life gets better?

Of course, and mean it.

I can’t even imagine the sight of a world where that would be true.

My faith in humanity is put to the test on a daily basis,

mere moments after being restored.

Without such tug-a-war,

Our lives are sure to bore.

If only evolution lessened the pain.

How can we change a society who sees nothing more to gain?

Our lives structured in time frame.

If I teach my child kindness,

Won’t you do the same?



I would be lying if I claimed to be happy, today. It truly sucks that this existence of mine is shared with others who lie, cheat, steal, judge, envy, plot, and watch with bated breath for another to fall. When the fuck will we rise to help all?

This world breaks my heart and I often don’t want any part. The moment I trust or rely on another, I am shown the ugliness that is man. Not sure how much more I can stand.

We are not supposed to expect, but can’t we begin with mutual respect?

8 thoughts on “4.16.19

  1. I’ve had that moment with my Partner where he talks about building a secure base and I’m like “yes, not having caregivers you can depend on sucks, but isn’t there something between my childhood and lying to a child?” Saying it will be ok always feels like lying if you’ve dealt with trauma. His response was “we’ll tell them the world can be scary, but we’ll be there to protect them so they don’t have to take the responsibility you did for handling that scariness too young.”

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